The title definitely spoke to my experiences and my
life as a whole. I delved into my family history for one of my writing
assignments in this class. Learning about my family (particularly from my mother’s side) has
given more meaning to my life and I can honestly say that my ancestors walk with me
every day.
Here's the (shortened) piece:
The line, “homeless in their homeland” illustrates
the reasons of my existence and I wonder if others feel the same way. My family
is my home and they have lived this line throughout their lives. Their experience
as the first people on the land to losing this land and their language has transcended
into me. Upon exploring their past I have been able to understand my present and
the conflicts I face on a daily basis while attempting to find common ground as
a First Nations woman living in a Western society.
These people
are my thrice-great grandparents, Samuel Kitchigekek and Cecile Chawanassigekwe
to my grandparent, Lilian Kitchikekek (Kitchikeg) all hailing from my mother’s
side. Each generation has significant importance to me as they have experienced
themes currently defining my life.
Cecile,
a Potowatomi from Wisconsin, migrated to Manitloulin Island and became a member
of the South Bay band, where Samuel was from. The band travelled each year to
harvest and during a harvest in 1862, a treaty for Manitoulin was instituted.
Unfortunately, the band missed the
signing and was not granted any of their land. My family’s lifestyle was changed,
as they had no rights to their land. Having no rights meant they were homeless
in their homeland.
Less
than 100 years later, the same story continued to affect my family. This is
seen with my great grandfather, Edward Kitchigekek (1891-1964), who was removed from the South Bay band by
the ‘Indian office’ because he left the reserve to make a living for his family.
Edward left because white settlers were moving onto the band’s land and he could
no longer cut pulpwood, a source of income. He and five other families were being
forced out of their own home.
In
a broader perspective, the historic and political changes during this time
affected my family in the most important way – changing their home and their
lives. Treaty signings were meant to designate land, at the same time, the 1862
Manitoulin Island Treaty was meant to take away land. The 1862 treaty preceded
the previous treaty of 1836, which designated all of Manitoulin Island as
reserve land. Additionally, this same treaty left no land for the South Bay
band as they were missed and thought to have not existed by the Department of
Indian and Northern Affairs.
Over
100 years after the 1862 treaty, the Department of Indian and Northern Affairs
finally granted the band land. They were amalgamated with Wikwemikong, an
unceded territory of Manitoulin Island. My people could now lead their lives, only in terms of where the government allowed them to do so. In earlier
times, my people could not even live on their own land, they were forced to
roam their homelands.
My
great-great grandfather, Gabriel Kitchigekek (1856-1929) and grandmother,
Lillian Kitchikeg (1932-1970) also brought me to this time and place for two
different reasons. Gabriel was known for being a medicine man and it is remembered by the community that many
people travelled to see him. Lillian attended residential school at St. Joseph’s Spanish Indian Residential School
where Basil H. Johnston remembers her in his book, Indian School Days. Gabriel
and Lillian are a mirror of the two most important things in my life: culture
and education. I am not arguing residential school was a positive
experience, but the themes in their lives, are still prevalent in mine.
The
themes of land, language and education are who I am today. I believe these
themes will continue to not only exist throughout my life, but in the lives of
my children. At times I try to grab from
education to take the place of being away from my land and not being able to
speak the language of my ancestors, but it’s only a fraction of me. As a
result, at times I feel homeless, but I find comfort in knowing where my home
is, it’s in the survival of my family and my people. It is with this knowledge
of why I have arrived here, that I can now understand where I am going. I am
going home.
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