A New Year in T-Minus 6 Weeks

Can you believe it? A fellow tweeter posted that, asking if their followers were making plans for 2012.

SHIT, I'm still trying to deal with 2011! Is it a lost cause - should I just move on to 2012?

A lot - and I mean a lot has happened in the last while. I've been MIA moving on with life, and dealing with some self-induced pain (dwelling and over-thinking too things). At the exact time, I feel growth and renewal. It's been a roller coaster for my emotional, physical and mental well-being to say the least.

But, I'm here.

Have you ever gone through a wicked set of emotions, flashbacks, regrets, worries? I've been handling this as best as my little soul can - but it's going to take some time. There are better things ahead for me.

My list of personal needs I'm using to get through this time:

• Forgive myself for my past mistakes and subsequent regrets
• Listen and be open to what I am supposed to learn each day
• Continue to take up new activities and living a healthy life (this is one thing I have absolute complete control over)
• Mind control - improve it and use it - get rid of unhealthy worries and negativity. 
• Dream and continue to dream - keep the thirst in my mind alive. 
• Talk it out. 

Sincerely,
Neech.